Remember when you were a little kid and you had like no cares in the world...you could do pretty much whatever you want and your mommy would always be taking care of you. Then you started to get older and you got busier...you always had homework...and sometimes clubs and sports things to do after school. Highschool was crazy busy...and you were trying to fit too many things in. Not only did you have school stuff to worry about but you had a job too!
Once you graduate it doesn't get any easier...harder course work in college and probably more hours at said job. Life always seemed so busy! Not enough time in the day! At least that's the way it was for me...at least until a couple of months ago. I had everything figured out...I knew what I wanted to do with school...I had a great job. I was living at the lake having the time of my life with my friends! Then boom...everything changed...since my job was seasonal, I ran out of work...no more hours. So no more money meant no more living at the lake...plus I had to move back to mom's for school in January anyway. But I miss it like crazy!
Now instead of being this crazy busy person that I am used to being all the time...I have no life! I am the laziest person ever! Today I roll over in bed to look at my phone thinking its around noon...nope its freaking 2 o'clock in the afternoon! I slept till 2....thats just about ridiculous! But what's the point of getting up if there is nothing to do! School's almost over for this semester...all my homework is done; only thing left is one paper my finals next week. You would think I would be happy for a break and yeah I am glad to be done with those classes, but what am I gonna do now! I'm gonna be even more bored and even lazier than I already am!
Its not like I can go out and find something to do...I barely leave the house anymore because I am broke! =( I have tried finding a job, but of course no one hires in the winter because business is slow! I have 2 jobs lined up for January hopefully...but that seems so far away! I am going to go crazy cooped up in this little house all the time! Please be praying for me!
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