Lazyness

Remember when you were a little kid and you had like no cares in the world...you could do pretty much whatever you want and your mommy would always be taking care of you.  Then you started to get older and you got busier...you always had homework...and sometimes clubs and sports things to do after school.  Highschool was crazy busy...and you were trying to fit too many things in.  Not only did you have school stuff to worry about but you had a job too! 

Once you graduate it doesn't get any easier...harder course work in college and probably more hours at said job.  Life always seemed so busy!  Not enough time in the day!  At least that's the way it was for me...at least until a couple of months ago.  I had everything figured out...I knew what I wanted to do with school...I had a great job.  I was living at the lake having the time of my life with my friends!  Then boom...everything changed...since my job was seasonal, I ran out of work...no more hours.  So no more money meant no more living at the lake...plus I had to move back to mom's for school in January anyway.  But I miss it like crazy! 

Now instead of being this crazy busy person that I am used to being all the time...I have no life!  I am the laziest person ever!  Today I roll over in bed to look at my phone thinking its around noon...nope its freaking 2 o'clock in the afternoon!  I slept till 2....thats just about ridiculous!  But what's the point of getting up if there is nothing to do!  School's almost over for this semester...all my homework is done; only thing left is one paper my finals next week.  You would think I would be happy for a break and yeah I am glad to be done with those classes, but what am I gonna do now!  I'm gonna be even more bored and even lazier than I already am!

Its not like I can go out and find something to do...I barely leave the house anymore because I am broke! =(  I have tried finding a job, but of course no one hires in the winter because business is slow!  I have 2 jobs lined up for January hopefully...but that seems so far away!  I am going to go crazy cooped up in this little house all the time!  Please be praying for me!   

Broke

Today is not a good day.  I am officially broke and am like freaking out.  Not working for a month and a half makes your money disappear fast!  Especially when you like shopping as much as I do!  I need a job ASAP!  I talked to Joel about going back to Sonic, but the way he talked it doesn't look like he needs anyone right now and if I do get any hours there, it probably won't be until January.  I got my fingerprints done today...but I can't start subbing until after I graduate in a week and a half...plus thats only if I get a call!

I used to be so responsible with my money and I had a ton in savings.  Ever since I used my savings to go to Europe...my savings has been low and I used the money I made at work to pay for all the gas I use traveling between my mom's and the Lake.  Looks like I'm going to be seeing alot less of the lake for awhile...alot less of anything really.  I don't know what happened...its just gone...

Please be praying for me! 

Catching Up

So I haven't posted in forever...so I thought I would let you all know whats been keeping me so busy! =) 

First of all, I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving!  I know I did!  My Aunt LaLa and Cousins JD and Donnie came to our house for the weekend.  We cooked all day Thursday and then had a huge meal with turkey, ham, stuffing, corn, greenbean casserole, rolls, pecan cheesecake, and of course pumpkin pie!  Then that night at midnight, I drug my Aunt and JD to Walmart for some Black Friday Shopping!  As you know from my previous posts, I kinda have a shopping problem...lol.  Anyway we had alot of fun just hanging out for a few days...visiting and eating and playing rockband!  We even had a little Christmas one night since we won't all be together for Christmas.  My cousin JD stayed over at my house and we stayed up late every night watchin movies, and talking, and laughing like crazy!  I wish we got to see them more often...but it was a great visit! 

So since then, I have mostly been just been doing homework...I can't wait to graduate from SFCC!  Only 2 weeks left...one week of homework and one week of finals!  Then its off to UCM! =)  So excited!  Besides school I haven't done much...went to Osage Beach a few times.  I got most of my Christmas shopping done the other day...I am so excited for Christmas...I love giving everyone presents!  Yesterday we had a Christmas party for work...it was alot fo fun...we played nines and apples to apples...and ate my dad's homemade pizza!  Oh and Lisa's Artichoke Dip was amazing!  We also had a gift exchange...most of the gifts were gag gifts...I ended up with these ugly tan crates that I ended up leaving at the church...my good presents got stolen...but my awesome little brother gave me back half of the gift that he stole from me...so that was sweet! =) 

Then today me and my friend Shawna went to church and then did a little shopping.  I printed off some more pictures from my trip!  I can't wait to start scrapbooking during the break!  My cricut machine should be in sometime this week! =) 

As far as a job goes, I'm still not working...however I talked to Joel yesterday about going back to Sonic...so hopefully I can get in some hours there...but they are always slow during the winter.  I also picked up some applications for substitute teaching the other day! =)  I have an appointment to get my fingerprints tomorrow!  Then as soon as I finish these classes, grades are posted, and I have my degree...I can turn in those applications! =)  Very excited! 

Well I better get off of here and get some rest for tomorrow!  Talk to you all later!

College Problems

So this morning I had a meeting at UCM to get everything worked out for transferring and to sign up for my classes.  However, when I got there, I found out I hadn't been readmitted yet!  Luckily my transfer advisor was amazing!  She was really nice and knew what she was doing!  She was really helpful, unlike pretty much everyone I have worked with at SFCC.  She went ahead and met with me that way once I am admitted, I can enroll in classes on my own and just email her with any questions.  We talked about what classes I needed to take...and found out that not being admitted was the least of my problems. =(

I was really excited about the IBE program that they offer.  However, it is a block that I would have to take next fall...and in order to start taking my Marketing classes, I have to take one of those classes that falls in that block because it is a prerequisite for all the Marketing classes!  So its either don't do the IBE or don't go to school full time! =( 

I worked so hard at SFCC to get ahead of schedule and graduate in a year and a half...I don't want to get behind at UCM because of this one class!  Luckily, my amazing advisor thought of an idea.  She emailed one of the division chairs to see if I could take 2 computer classes concurrently...if he allows it, I can go full time and still do the IBE block next fall.  So lets cross our fingers that he approves it!  Now I just have to wait!

One other problem...which hopefully can be fixed...one of the other classes that is a prerequisite, so I need it this semester...well all 4 of the classes are already full!  Hopefully my advisor can work it out and get me into one of them!

Everyone please be praying for me that I can get this all worked out ASAP!  Classes start in less than 2 months...so not alot of time to get it all figured out!  I am getting so frustrated with school...I am so glad that I will be graduating SFCC next month with my Associates! Yeah!

Ok well I am crazy tired from getting up early for the past several days...so I'm going to bed!  Peace!

P.S. I was going to sleep in tomorrow, but for some reason the quiz that is due tomorrow at 8am for Econ says it is past due and won't let me take it...so I emailed my professor, but I need to get up early to see if he emails back and then I need time to acutally take the quiz!  This day has just been full of problems!  Hopefully tomorrow will be better! =)

Venting

So as you can tell by the title...I really just need to vent...so what better place to do it than here, right?!  So here goes...

So I have been talking to this guy for like 2 weeks...we talked everyday, like all day, and we hung out twice...just chilled and watched movies in his dorm room.  The second time we hung out he asked if I wanted a relationship and I said idk...I think it made him a little mad, but I didn't want to rush into anything and I told him from the beginning I wanted to take things slow.  The last time I rushed into a relationship, I ended up breaking up with the guy a week later...I didn't want that to happen again. Then yesterday he won't text me back all day!  I was like something is up...this is really weird.  So I am like freaking out all day right...but I go to bed hoping that maybe he was just busy and I would talk to him today. 

So I wake up to a text message from Facebook...his status...that reads:  Kim.  I was all wth?! Seriously?!  So I text him and was all if you didn't want to talk to me anymore, you should have told me...real mature to just ignore me and then post some other girls name on Facebook! 

I was so pissed, but then again upset and hurt.  I didn't realize how much I actually cared about him...its weird and stupid ik, but I really liked him.  I hate that I bragged to all my friends about how nice he was...he sure fooled me!  Everyone would be like is he hott?  And I would be like well no not really, but he's really sweet!  Yea ok...nice acting...of course his major is Political Science...so I guess he has the acting and lying down pat! 

So I was crying all morning...but I had to pull it together because I was driving to Osage Beach for Church! =)  I was so glad to be there!  It was great to be around all the people that really love and care about me!  I was praying all morning and was just so thankful that God was there for me when noone else really was!  My friends at Church asked how I was and I said okay...trying to be strong and not let on how much I was hurting...I hate that I feel this way...but I can't help it!  Of course one person who knows me too well saw right through me and noticed how sad I was.  I have to keep telling myself that it wasn't meant to be and that God has a plan for me!  I am so glad that he stopped this before it got serious...that would have hurt even worse! 

It was so hard to sing the worship songs as I was fighting back tears...not only for the pain I was trying to let go of...but also for the joy of everything he has and will do for me!  He is an amazing God and he really spoke to me today!  I love him so much...and I know that whatever I am going through, he is always there for me!  When I can't get ahold of my best friend when I really need to because she is hunting lol, I can turn to him and tell him everything!  He is the one relationship I can rely on...to never go wrong and to never end! 

Ok...well I could go on and on about my feelings and the Lord...but I really need to get some sleep!  Gotta get up early for my meeting at UCM...hopefully to sign up for classes next semester!  Wish me Luck! =) And Please be praying for me!    -Later!   

No Phone

With today's technology, pretty much everyone has a cell phone, which in most cases is practically glued to their hand!  I know mine is!  Have you ever lost your phone or left it at home?  I pretty much go crazy without my phone...I hate not having it, even if I don't plan on using it.  If I leave it at home, I typically turn around and go get it.  Luckily, I haven't ever lost it...*knock on wood*...but my friends have.  I know how much it annoys me that I can't get ahold of them, so I can't even imagine how they are feeling not having it.  Not to mention when your phone goes dead and you don't have a charger with you!  That happens to my best friend all the time!  I personally have invested in a car charger, on top of the wall and computer charger that came with my phone...I don't ever want to have the problem of a dead battery! 

So today I am woke up by a knock on my front door and in comes my stepdad...wanting to borrow my cell phone!  Oh, no!  He doesn't have one and he said he needed it for an hour and a half.  First of all, when my stepdad says hour and a half, what he really means is like three hours!  Lol.  I really didn't want to, but I knew he needed it and I would eventually get it back.  So reluctantly, I showed him how to make a call and off my precious phone went.  It wasn't that I needed it, I just wanted it.  I don't know why but I love that thing and its like part of me...I have to have it on me all the time...I even sleep with it right by my pillow!  I know...kinda crazy...but I can't help it!  I was dying to get it back!

Much to my surprise, my stepdad arrived almost exactly and hour and a half later with my phone!  I was shocked he was actually back when he said he would be...and my precious phone was absolutely fine.  So the first thing I do when I get it back is text the person I was texting before my phone left, and then update my facebook status about how horrible it was not having it!  Some of you may be laughing right now, but I know many of you out there are just like me!

Hope you enjoyed reading!  Later!

Shopping

How many of you out there like shopping?  I love it...you could probably classify me as a shopaholic!  My friends tell me I have a problem...lol.  However, I don't spend so much I have credit card debt.  I look for deals and use coupons!  You can still find cute stuff for reasonable prices!  When you are having a bad day, shopping can cheer you up.  My favorite things to shop for would be clothes!  I also love Bath and Body works!  Just talking about shopping makes me feel happy...its weird how little things can cheer you up! 

My day so far has been somewhat boring...I slept in and then worked on my business law and economics homework...yuck!  lol  Luckily, my day is about to get better!  In less than an hour my best friend will be getting off work, and then shopping mall here we come!  We are taking a mini roadtrip to Osage Beach!  I love it there!  I worked there for the summer and lived there until recently moving back home.  I miss it so much!  I love living in the city rather than out here in the middle of nowhere!  The other thing that I am so totally excited about it church!  Although shopping and other things can cheer you up, nothing brings me more joy than knowing how much the Lord loves me!  He is amazing!  And on top of spending time with him, I get to see my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ whom I haven't seen in a few weeks!  When I lived there, I saw them at least 3 times a week and now its like never! =(  I love you guys!

Ok, well I am going to go get ready!  Hopefully there will be some good deals out there today! =) Later!

P.S.  I can't wait until Black Friday!  Can you say amazing deals?! Everyone else is probably excited about the food and family that comes with the holidays...don't get me wrong I love that part too...but bring on the shopping!  

Voter Registration

As everyone knows, today was election day...the day you get to go fill out a little sheet of paper and hope to make a difference in the world.  Well, unfortunately, I didn't get to do that.  So who decided how voting was going to work anyway?  I never really thought about it until today.  I mean you have to register and then when you go to the polls you have to show your ID and they have to find you on the list and then you have to sign and finally you get to mark the boxes on the paper.  My experience didn't quite go like that...

First of all, I totally forgot today was election day!  How I did that you may ask?  I have no clue!  I mean its been plastered all over facebook, the radio, and tv, not to mention the millions of signs on the side of the road!  Anyway, I got home and was wondering where in the world my family was...I text my mom and she said that she just got done voting and was heading home.  I text her back saying I totally forgot about voting!  I then realized my voter registration card was sitting near my desk...I forgot to mail it.  See we moved to a different county about 2 years ago now, and I still hadn't turned in the registration with my new address yet.  I thought I had mailed it...however, the form sitting here next to me says different.  So I asked my mom what I should do, and she said that you are supposed to go to the last place that you voted.  So I jumped in my car and headed to Lincoln, hoping to get there before the polls closed.  I went in and guess what?  My name wasn't on the list or in the computer!  I explained that I had moved, however I hadn't sent them anything to notify them of the change yet.  I don't know how they knew that I had moved, but they did because they took me out of the system!  =( 

So I got home and explained everything to my mom and she noticed how sad I was...so she gave me her I Voted sticker!  Lol...kinda dorky I know...but in a way it cheered me up!  Isn't it great how mom's always seem to know how to make things better?  So besides my voting experience, I had a pretty great day...however, it was quite unproductive!  I told a friend this morning that I needed to add procrastination to my list of interests...lol.  I haven't done any homework today...so I better get started!  Talk to you later! =)

My First Blog...Here Goes!

So this is my first blog! How exciting!  So why did I decide to start a blog you may ask?  Well I'm sitting here bored out of my mind on facebook (should be doing homework...lol) and my friend asks what I do all day...and I'm all nothing but homework =(  and so she's all you should start a blog...  So here I am! 

So a little about me...I am 20 years old, currently attending State Fair Community College in Sedalia, but will be transferring to the University of Central Missouri in Warrensburg soon!  My major is Marketing...not sure exactly what I want to do with it yet...we'll see where life takes me!  I am a fun person and like being around people...definately extroverted!  I love singing and dancing and really just having a good time!  I love my friends and family and the Lord! 

Ok well I better get started on my homework...didn't get much done this weekend!  Hope everyone had a great Halloween! =)   Later!